My Revision Process

As noted, I took last week off from writing new blog posts so I could devote any and every excess moment I could into finishing my draft of the newest book. It worked; late Thursday morning, I typed up the final scenes that concluded the story. While it felt good to have finally finished the draft, that sense of relief I was hoping for didn’t come.

Because I knew I wasn’t really done.

It was, after all, a first draft.

With this project I took a different approach. Usually I begin the story and keep writing until I reach the end. I don’t look back and don’t change a thing until that draft is finished. This time, with this story, it just wasn’t working for me. Every 50-70 pages I had to stop and go back over it, sometimes three or four times, before I was content enough to move forward. By the time I finished focusing on those pages, not only were they stronger, but I had a better sense of where I was going.

So, while normally I’d have a very skeletal frame, now I have a pretty well-developed draft. The last 70 pages need the same tender, loving care the previous 250 did, but once I have them in tip-top shape I think two careful read-through/edits should give me a completed, ready-to-send manuscript.

But exactly how to do I self-edit/revise? It requires several read-throughs, each looking for something different. First, I will look to make sure the dialogue sounds real and the narrative moves the story forward and is not repetitive. The second read-through, I may focus on passive/active verbs, especially if on that first read through I found it sounded too passive (a big downfall of my draft writing). Then a third and possibly a fourth to fine tune the wording and the punctuation. Usually, with each pass that focuses on one thing, something else will jump out and that will be the next focus.

Will this new process work for me? Time will tell.

Interview: David Immergluck of Counting Crows; Random ER Thoughts

I’m wrapping up my week of ‘interview replays’ with one I conducted in May of 2006 with David Immergluck of Counting Crows. Enjoy!

Counting Crows made their start in 1993 and have released 5 albums and had a string of hits. On the horizon, they are releasing a live CD, New Amsterdam: Live at Heineken Music Hall February 6, 2003, recording a new studio album, and heading out on tour with the Goo Goo Dolls.

David Immergluck, best known for being the band’s guitar player and songwriter as well as his work with Camper Van Beethoven, has had a long and illustrious career playing with other such greats as John Hiatt and Sheryl Crow.

I recently had the pleasure of sitting down for this phone interview to discuss the upcoming tour, song writing, a new Counting Crows’ record, and music in general.
Would you like to tell me a little bit about the upcoming tour?

We’re doing a tour with the Goo Goo Dolls this summer. It’s been a little while since we’ve been out, so we’re excited about it.

We’re a little numb right now. We’re in the middle of recording a record and our heads are just somewhere else. I think the tour is starting in about six weeks or something like that.

A lot of your fans have been wondering when a new studio album was coming.

We went under the radar for awhile after being on the road for 2 – 2 ½ years straight. Everyone is in the fighting spirit right now.

The band has a history of cohabitation while you record. Are you doing that now?

No, not really. We’re doing it in New York. A couple of us are staying with our singer (Adam Duritz). We’ve rented an apartment where some of the other guys are staying. It’s a little different this time because rather than setting up a house, which is historically what the band has done, we’re recording in a proper studio this time.

We literally just started. We’ve only been working for about a week, but we already have a lot of stuff, much to my surprise. I think we’re going to record a block, go on the tour, and then record another block. Hopefully we’ll have it done by the end of the year, but you never know. The way the business works, when the band is done with the record and when the record comes out are two different things. It will probably be quite awhile after.

When you’re in the studio, do you work pretty long days?
Yeah, usually it’s like thirteen hours or something. There’s a lot sitting around. That’s what really kills you, the sitting around and waiting to work.

I’m really happy with the way things are going right now, I have to say. I’m very excited.

How many songs are you recording in this session?

We have about nine right now in various states of completion. Some of them were all ready and some are still being written as we record them. You always end up fine tuning. When you hear it played back in hi-fidelity, you’re like “this part isn’t working” and you rearrange it on the spot. That’s part of the magic of the studio.

I did notice that almost every one of your songs lists at least two or three of you in the writing credits. Is that a direct result of writing while recording?

It happens differently for every song. Sometimes … sometimes it happens in the studio, sometimes Adam and I have gotten together to have think tank sessions. It happens so many different ways.

Do you find, with the music, you can sit down and just write it or is it more like it wakes you up at 2am? Or a little bit of both?

Usually there is some germ of a song that will hit you. You know what I mean? You can’t deny it when you wake up. There’s something going on and you knock into your cassette deck or whatever it is. The germ of the idea has to come from some nebulous inspiration like that, but then you have to go in later and finish it. They all come with different levels of ease. Sometimes it’s obvious what needs to be done and you hammer it out like – bang! Then other times it takes a long time and a long metamorphosis before it’s in a completed state.

Like the song we were working on yesterday. It’s been sitting around in this one state for awhile and I just couldn’t figure out why it wasn’t hitting me right, then we changed just a couple of things, mostly the way the instruments sounded, and suddenly it’s a completely different song now and I’m just in love with it. It’s really amazing.

It’s always a surprise and a mystery, the act of making music; recording it. Mincing music is what I call it when you commit it to the recorded state.

About the live CD, New Amsterdam: Live at Heineken Music Hall February 6, 2003, is there a particular reason you decided to release this show as a CD?

The recording had some fire to it. It had been awhile since I listened to it and well … first of all, this one was recorded multi track. We record every one of our shows, not multi track but stereo mix, but for this one we had basically brought a studio into the Heineken Hall and just had a lot of stuff to chose from.

In the early days you were a session player, but you didn’t tour with the band until ’99. Was there a reason for that?

Do we have time to go into this? Boy… that was a long and winding time. I just had so much going on musically back then.

You were involved with a lot of other bands at the time. So it was just a time constraint issue?

Definitely. I played with the Crows a bit at the very beginning. I spent most of the mid ’90s playing with John Hiatt, which I equate with musical boot camp. I learned a lot about being a musician by playing with him. It was sort of like going to a master class for a period of years. Looking back, I guess it’s something I personally had to do.

I’ve been doing stuff with Adam, I want to say it was 1984, way way pre-Counting Crows. We’ve had a long long history.

Just musically or as a friendship?

Both.

A lot of the Counting Crows’ songs have been used on television and in movies. In most cases do they ask you to write for them or is the music already out there and they pick up on it?

Usually the music is out there and people come ask if they can use it, but some times they come to us to write it. We had a song in the Shrek 2 movie a couple years ago (“Accidentally in Love”) which was done specifically for them.

We had our recording of “Big Yellow Taxi”, the Joni Mitchell song, in a Sandra Bullock movie. The song was already out there. We’ve really had a lot of our songs used that way.

It’s really an incredible amount. Do you find it to be good exposure?

It’s always great. It’s good for the band but there is also something really exciting about it.

I played guitar on this Sheryl Crow song. This was years ago, back in 97, maybe it was 96. It was a B side from her second record.

Anyway, I was with John Hiatt at the time and we’re flying across the ocean, coming back from England. I’ve got the in-flight movies going. On the international flights you have time to watch about five movies and they go in a loop. I had the headphones on and I just passed out. I believe it was yet another Sandra Bullock movie and I just passed out. When I woke up, slowly came to consciousness, there was this music playing and I was like “oh yeah, I love this song … here comes the guitar. Who is this?” I knew the guitar solo intimately and then it was like “Oh wait, that’s me playing.” I had no idea it was in the movie or anything. It was so funny.

So you aren’t always aware the songs are going to be in the movies?

I was not aware of this one until I heard it on the plane in that dream-state. It was vaguely familiar to me and I was trying to pinpoint, “Who is this? Who’s the guitar player on this? I like it.”

Does that ever happen to you when your listening to the Radio? Does it hit you as somewhat familiar, and then you’re … “oh yeah!”?

(laughs)Usually I’m a little more awake when I have the radio on. Actually, I don’t listen to the radio very much. I program my own listening.

I read on one of the websites out there you have somewhere in the neighborhood of 5,000 CDs and 3000 albums.

Yeah, it’s something like that. It’s one of my vices definitely. My record collection exists in two cities right now. I can’t really keep it where I live.

I can’t even imagine the space it would require.

I have a bunch of stuff in storage, but my living space is always cluttered with just more and more CDs. I don’t know why that is but I’m just a born consumer of music.

What are some of your favorites?

Again … I don’t think we have time for that (laughs). The list would just go on and on and on. This morning I’ve been listening to The Fall, Infotainment Scan, it’s an album from the late 90s that just got re-issued. It’s killer, just killer. What else do I have up at … I’m staying at Adam’s house right now and I brought a small little collection, oh yeah, Kelly Stoltz, Below the Branches, his new record. There’s the record by The Congo’s, this reggae band from the seventies.

Do you have any guilty pleasures? Are there any bands you’d be embarrassed to admit you listen to?

I’m not embarrassed to listen to anything (laughs) but guilty pleasure I’d say Steve Miller band I guess.

There’s nothing wrong with Steve Miller Band

I quite like them. It’s more a guilty pleasure that’s the one I’d pull out or I’d say Fleetwood Mac’s Rumours is one, but then that’s like one of the greatest records ever made. So what’s to be embarrassed about?

Absolutely nothing. I also found lots of websites with Counting Crows Ringtones for cell phones?

(Laughs exuberantly) Did Jason put you up to this question?

(My turn to laugh) No, Why? I was going to ask since you listen to so much music if you have a ringtone on your phone?

No, I don’t use a ringtone. I keep my phone on vibrate. But I have this plan to make a ringtone. Now you don’t know me personally, but apparently I have this loud boisterous laugh and everyone is always telling me, “Oh! I need that on my phone!” So I’ve decided I’m going to manufacture a ringtone of my laugh.

I was telling Jason about this so now he’s trying to get in on it. He keeps saying, “Yeah, we’re going to record you…” and I’m like “What do you mean we?” So Jason wants to sell a ringtone of me laughing.

I must say his laugh is loud and fun. I’m sure it would in fact make a wonderful ringtone.

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So in recent weeks, I’ve been sort of chiming in on these final episodes of ER.  Seems like the end of an era on many levels, but I’ve also been quite intetrested as a writer, to see how they were going to wrap up so many monumental seasons.  So far I’ve been pleased, and this next to last episode was no exception.  Using the camp for kids with heart issues as a backdrop a lot of personal journeys resolved last night–of course the one I’ve been dying for–Archie/Claudia was one of them.   Though the ‘Some day in the future I might…” was a bit unsatisfying, I can live with it. It has only been a few months afterall.  Also was thrilled with Dr. Banfield and her hubby getting a baby and the ‘appearance’ that Tony and Sam are working things out.  Still would like to see a satisfying ending for Simon, but can live with ‘he’s on the road to personal recovery.”

I expect next weeks final romp will pay tribute to the show’s great history, and don’t expect to see too much in story arc wrap up, expecially given the preview at episode’s end.  Should still be a fun, yet tearful goodbye.

Speaking of Goodbyes… Goodbye Michael (AI).  It was definately your time to go.

An Inteview with 30 Seconds to Mars; Some Quick American Idol Comments

This interview was conducted back in April of 2006, when 30STM was just beginning to break out. They were another artist that served as one of our ‘Featured Artists’ and one of the first face to face interviews I’d ever done.  Hope you enjoy!

About a week ago I had the chance to sit down with Matt Wachter and Tomo Milicevic of the band 30 Seconds to Mars and discuss their music, their videos, and how they stay connected to their ever-growing fan base. The band had been running late with back-to-back interviews so Jared and Shannon Leto were unable to sit down with us, though Jared was able to join us for a few minutes midway through. The interview took place on the band’s tour bus on March 31.

When I was prepping for this interview I came across the Mars TV podcast. How did you come up with the idea?

Matt: Actually, that was something that Jared came up with, something to be one more facet to the world of 30 Seconds to Mars and actually (he calls out) Andre … oh Andre, (then explains to me) Andre is our video editor. He’s the guy who films and edits with Jared. They put all the footage together.

It’s really great, I’ve never seen anything quite like it before.

(Andre comes up from the back of the bus): Oh you’re asking about the video podcast?

Yes

Andre: Yeah, it’s just another way for us to spread that … connectivity …

To the fans? I noticed you have a huge internet following.

Tomo: Yes! And you get to see what happens in our boring mundane life until we take the stage for an hour. Other then that it’s pretty dull.

Matt: I wouldn’t say dull in the true sense of the word. There is a lot going on.

Repetitive maybe?

Matt: No, not even repetitive, there is something new every day. We’re getting ready to shoot the video for “The Kill.” So tomorrow we play Chicago, then we’re going to go back to Toronto and we’ll shoot the video for two days. It’s going to be a busy week.

And with your schedule the shows happen one right after the other.

Matt: No rest for the weary! We will sleep when we’re dead.

How often do you plan to update the podcast?

Andre: As often as possible, I mean we’re definitely not lacking in material.

Tomo: What Andre is planning is it will be Mars TV and every week will be a new episode. So ideally, if he can keep on his game, which is easier said than done.

Matt: We usually make sure he keeps on his game.

Yeah, you do. I’ve seen him running around here while I’ve been waiting. You keep him busy.

Tomo: He’s a hard-working man.

Matt: Everyone in the family is hard-working. There is always something to be done.

In the first podcast, Jared mentioned you had finished the concept for the next video, that was for “The Kill?”

Matt: Yes.

Do you, as a band, always set the vision for the videos?

Matt: Yeah, we’re basically involved with every aspect.

Tomo: Yeah, there is nothing that happens that we didn’t create or come up with on our own.

“Attack” was just an incredible video; you did a beautiful job with it using the scratch negative technique.

Matt: That was very painstaking. A lot of time was put into that video.

The new album is so much more intimate and personal then the first one. Was that a conscious decision?

Tomo: I’m sure it was in some way conscious.

Matt: That is really more of a Jared question, but I think he definitely wanted to open up a bit.

Tomo: He still wrote it in his “Jared style” as far as the lyrics being kind of metaphoric.

And that’s what is great about the songs, everyone can draw their own interpretation of them.

Tomo: That’s the beautiful thing about music and kind of art in general. Even a painter that paints houses and trees leaves things open to interpretation.

(Jared walks on to the bus and hesitates when he realizes he is interrupting. He then joins us) Jared: Hi! How are you?

I’m great, thank you.

Jared: How is everything going in here?

Real good.

Jared: They have me slaving away out there. I’d much rather be in here having a nice conversation with you.

I understand completely. (Jared excuses himself and goes to the back of the bus, closing the door between the front compartment and the series of bunks.)

Actually, this next one is more of a Jared question too – but I’m interested to hear how you will answer. I read you took 40 songs into the studio. How do you even begin to take that down to 10?

Jared: (peeks back behind the door) Scissors! (and then slides the door shut again.)

Matt: (laughing) We flip coins. It’s difficult but the songs that are going to stand out start to stand out very quickly.

Tomo: And we picked the 10 that told the story the best.

Yes, there is a real connection between the songs.

Tomo: Right, there is cohesiveness and a flow to it.

How are they translating live?
(Jared slips back into the front compartment.)

Matt: Real well.

Tomo: Amazingly well.

Jared: Like Tchaikovsky (with a laugh).

Matt: You will see tonight.

Yes! I’m looking forward to tonight.

Matt: It’s certainly no secret, the kids know the words to the songs. It really is exciting because in the very beginning it was a little difficult.

Because no one knew the songs?

Matt: Right.

Tomo: But I will say this, in the beginning there were people singing “The Fantasy” back to us.

Matt: Oh yeah, right!

Tomo: And I’m sitting back thinking, wait a minute the album’s not even out yet.

The Internet?

Matt: Yeah, we had Internet leakage.

(To Matt) I heard you cut your finger and actually had to cancel a few dates in the beginning?

Matt: I sure did!

How’s it doing?

Matt: It’s actually completely healed. I’ve actually lost some feeling in the tip, but I’ll survive. (smile and a laugh)

Good! Well, I won’t keep you any longer. I know you have somewhere else to be. I appreciate your sitting down with me, and I look forward to the show tonight

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Last night’s American Idol was really an out-of-the park kind of show.  I know the judges were hard on Scott, Megan, and Lil’ too, but the only performance I really didn’t enjoy was Micheal’s.  He should have been the one to go last week, and I truly believe it will be him tonight.   He just hasn’t been able to make the transition to singing in bars to the big stage, if you ask me.

Of course, the stars of the night were Adam, Danny, and Allison–with the biggest shock coming out of Adam.  Proving to one and all that he is diverse and can reinvent himself if necessary, I stick my prediction that he and Danny will be your final two… but (as much as I hate to say it) Adam may pull ahead of the pack.

Interview: Hal Ketchum

I continue to share some of my favorite interviews I’ve conducted for Blogcritics this week, a ‘Best of’ so to speak.  Today, it’s Hal Ketchum, another artist I spotlighted as  a featured artist back in February of ’08.  Enjoy!

Hal Ketchum may be one of the most well known and admired songwriters in country music circles, but his creativity runs even deeper than song. In the years before his music career took off, he worked as a cabinet maker and continues to express himself not only in carpentry, but sculpting and painting as well. His art work is shown at the Pena Gallery in Santa Fe, New Mexico.

His first album with the Curb label, Past the Point of Rescue was released back in 1991 (though he technically released Threadbare Alibi first in 1989 on the Watermelon label under the name Hal Michael Ketchum) and he continues with them today. Nine albums and twenty-two singles later, he shows no signs of slowing down.

With his new album, One More Midnight getting its U.K. release February 12 (with U.S. release to follow in March or April), he has been playing concert dates these last few weeks as he kicks off a U.K. tour, which will be followed by a more extensive tour of the U.S. Hal took some time from his busy schedule for a phone interview where we discussed the new album, how he prepares (or doesn’t) for the road, and his creative soul.

You were under the weather last week. Are you feeling better?

Yeah, yeah, I had a little dental work done. That’s always a deal, you know. I’m trying to get things done while I’m home, and I’m only home for like two days at a time. So, you know, I just got to keep moving.

You’ve just launched this tour. Are you playing songs from One More Midnight yet?

I am. I’m doing “One More Midnight;” I’m doing “Little Red Dress;” I’m doing “Poor Lila’s Ghost.” I’m also doing “My Love Will Not Change,” “Travelin’ Teardrops” and “Gonna Start Livin’ Again.”

Wow, so you’re playing most of the new one then?

Yeah, I’m doing most of the new record. We played some really great folk rooms up in Massachusetts last weekend and I tried out “Poor Lila’s Ghost,” which is like fifteen minutes long and twenty six verses. It was interesting to play that live. The response was really good and I was really happy with it. People were willing to sit and listen to it.

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I planned to ask about “Poor Lila’s Ghost.” It’s quite an epic story and song. Did you have any concerns at all about it being such a non-traditional length?

I just thought it was worth it. It was worth recording. It’s such a journey; I really wanted it to make the record.

The beauty of doing a European record is they are very open to… song length is not an issue. I knew from my previous work in the U.K. that the English don’t get hung up on how long a song is. So, it seemed like a good way to get it out there. And now that I’m playing it live, people are into it and it’s really okay. People are going to either really love it or really hate it.

You’re right about the song really being a journey. I really enjoyed the track, but immediately wondered about how it would translate live. It’s good to hear it’s being received well.

It was surprising how well it was received, yes. It’s really a joy to play it. I did it with just two guitars and it really worked out. People hung in there and it was fun.

Another song on the new album is “Forever Mine.” There’s a story in the PR sheet for the album about how you wrote the song around something you overheard your wife say. Is that the first time something like that happened?

Oh no! That happens all the time in some capacity. It really does. Sometimes it’s a misunderstood phrase on an airport PA or maybe it’s a half conversation overheard. You know, eavesdropping is a great way to get material. A lot of times, it might not be exactly what somebody might have said, but that inspires a phrase that just works for me.

Do you find most of your songs are built around lyrics then?

Usually it’s lyric first, but sometimes it’s melody. And I carry a hand-held recorder everywhere I go so I can just hum or whistle a melody if one hits me. Sometimes it’s both simultaneously – lyric and melody at the same time – those are a little confusing to me, but sometimes it comes in that form. I just feel like I have my own little radio station and sometimes the static clears and something beams in from out there.

And some days it’s really fuzzy reception, right?

(Laughs) You know. You’re a writer, you know. You just can’t chase it. The beauty of it, for me, you can’t make it happen. That’s the beauty of it; I have absolutely no control over it. It’s not mine to manipulate. If I’m quiet and I sit down and clear my mind, it will present itself.

That’s the intriguing part, it’s free. Isn’t it? You can’t go buy it. You can’t sit down and say, “I think today I shall write.”

It doesn’t work that way.

No, that’s usually the kiss of death, for me anyway.

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We were talking about “Poor Lila’s Ghost” from One More Midnight, if you go further back through your albums there is “Someplace Far Away” and “Daddy’s Oldsmobile,” which are also really well-crafted stories as well as songs. Have you ever considered story or novel writing as another creative outlet?

You know, I have. I have. I have a whole pile of short stories that I… you know. I just don’t know. I think songwriting is my niche. That’s what I do, write those little movies. I don’t know if I could pull something off in novel form. I’m just not sure.

With my short stories, I try to find resolution with everything so they’re a little too clever, I think. They’re not really stream-of-consciousness. That’s a hard thing to do.

I don’t think there’s such a thing as too clever. Do you really think there is?

I don’t know yet. I just don’t know.

Do you have a favorite song?

No. I’ve probably got twenty favorite songs. They become old friends. I’ve been doing this so long that they really do become old friends. And it’s fun. You mentioned “Daddy’s Oldsmobile,” someone hollered out for that about three months ago and I hadn’t played it in a long time, and it came right back. They’re just always there.

Is there a certain song or artist in your iPod or MP3 player that your fans, and our readers, might be surprised to hear you listen to and/or like?

I don’t know if they’d be surprised by this behavior, but I listen to a lot of Steely Dan records. I’m crazy about Steely Dan. My tour manager just got me an iPod and I’m about as technically advanced as a caveman, so he set me up. He downloaded a bunch of songs.

I’ve got a lot of things that are probably obvious, not much outside the box right now. But, I have been listening to a lot of classical music lately for some reason. I used to do that a lot when I was doing cabinet making in New England. I’ve sort of returned to that for some reason. That might be surprising to people.

It’s pretty well known that besides being a songwriter you’re also a talented carpenter and artist. Do the three creative outlets work together?

Yes.

For example have you ever had to stop in the middle of a painting to go write a song, because what you were painting inspired a lyric?

Yeah, of course. That’s all right brain stuff. It’s all primal forms of creativity and, for me, they come from exactly the same place. There’s no difference and there is no way to differentiate those things. They all come from the same place.

So, do you get especially stir-crazy when you are touring, or are you still able to tap into that side of it all?

No, I’m really good on the road. I travel really well, I really do. I become very sloth-like. I don’t get in a hurry. I don’t worry if the airplane is ten minutes late and I don’t care if they lose my bag. I just expect these things to occur because I travel so much, I mean millions of miles, and consequently things are going to happen. I have absolutely no anxiety about it whatsoever. (laugh) It really pisses off the guys in my band.

(laughing) I can imagine. You wouldn’t travel well with me then?

What? Do you get uptight when you travel?

I just worry about all the little details.

Nah! You can’t do that. I mean, I leave the house in basically the same clothes I’m going to come back home in. It’s sort of like a Mennonite, you know one suit of clothes, I put those clothes on and go do my thing. I literally get away with a shaving kit.

If I go for a month, I’ll take two pair of jeans and six shirts and I’ll wear that first shirt everyday until someone shames me into washing it.

I was going to ask how you prepare for an extensive tour like you’re getting ready to do in the U.K. at the end of the month, but you don’t. Do you?

(laughs) No, I don’t. My wife prepares for an extensive tour. I’m taking my nine-year-old daughter to Ireland with me on this trip. We’re leaving on the 20th for like five weeks and Fana Rose is coming with me. So we’re having to be more specific about the planning of that part of it: her outfits, her rain boots, her coloring items, and all of that stuff. But go Dad! You know, I’ll just have a coat and strap a guitar on and I’ll be ready. Toothbrush and a credit card, that’s about it.

Your wife and your younger ones are staying home then?

Yeah.

St. Jude’s used “Stay Forever” one year for their annual fund raiser. What was your reaction?

It’s fantastic. I was down there again last year and it’s just tough walking into those rooms and seeing those little babies, you know. It’s not easy, but what I find is my typical approach, and I’ve done it a few times now, is I go in and visit the families and visit the kids, get back out of there and have a good cry, and I reflect on the strength and courage of those kids and their families. They are really something; they really are.

It is probably the best place in the entire world for the family to feel really cared for. People don’t have to worry about anything but the wellness of their child when they are there. They don’t have to worry about buying laundry detergent or toothpaste, it’s all provided. The living space is provided. St Jude takes care of the entire family and it’s absolutely amazing. I can’t say enough about it.

You’ve had bit acting parts in a couple of movies, is acting something you would like to pursue on a larger level?

No, not really. I get offers once in awhile, but I’m not an actor. I’m really not. I’m sort of a prop, not an actor.

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What about the music for the soundtracks?

Yeah, I do like to do that. I love getting songs into films. I found out the other day, matter of fact, that Albert Ruddy is producing a movie called Camille with Sienna Miller, Scott Glen, and David Carradine. It’s an independent film and they are using “One More Midnight.” That happens once in a while, people sort of stumble onto my work. I’m real happy when songs get into films.

It’s great that the song has already been picked up. The album is just getting its U.K. release this month, right?

Yeah, that’s right. It’s mighty fine.

Did you have a specific marketing strategy behind releasing this album U.K. first?

At this point in time it was really important to get a record out over there, before the tour which starts February 22. I have five weeks in Ireland and Scotland. I have a great relationship with the label in London, Curb U.K., so it just seemed really appropriate since I mastered all these songs and they were ready for release that they go there first. It will be followed up here, I would think, by March or April of this year.

And then you will be touring in the U.S. when you’re are done in the U.K.?

Oh yeah! My calendar is filling up already. We’re looking really good. In May I’m very busy.

An Interview With Eric Himan

This week I’m reprinting some of my favorite interviews I’ve conducted for Blogcritics.org.

I was first introduced to Eric Himan and his music quite by accident.  I was attending an in-store performance of another artist to cover it for BC and he was there as a “warm-up”. I was so touched by the music and his presence that I picked up a copy of his new album (Darkhorse) before leaving the store that night, and within a couple days was cruizin’ Amazon.com to fill in with his back-catalog.

When Everything All at Once was released, I decided to feature him as the Artist of the Month and the following interview was part of that month-long coverage.

There was no way I could run some of ‘my favorite’ interviews without including this one. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed doing it.

To listen to an Eric Himan song is to get a glimpse inside the artist; the songs come from a personal place and no topic seems to be off limits. Everywhere All At Once covers everything from romantic and familial relationships to homophobia to breast cancer to hurricane survival. And it’s these emotional constants the listener can identify and relate to.

A couple weeks ago singer-songwriter Eric Himan granted me a phone interview and we talked about the evolution of his music, love, humor, and the pitfalls and advantages of managing his own independent label.

The new Album, Everywhere All At Once has been out a few weeks now. How is everything going?

It’s been amazing. It’s weird because it’s my most creative to date. I just happen to start touring on it and people are slowly starting to come back to me and telling me, “Oh, I like this song.” Or “I like this song.”

It’s not like an overnight success. It’s slowly building and I think that’s really neat. When I first sent it out I was getting nothing back and I was getting nervous. ‘Cause it was like, “Uh-oh. Why am I not hearing anything?” But now I’m starting to get a lot of feedback. It’s been doing really well.

Do you approach marketing differently now than when you first started?

Oh definitely! You learn what does and doesn’t work. At first I marketed a lot to the LGBT community and I’ve done a lot within it, but now I’m trying to do stuff outside of it as well. So, that’s been a challenge, but definitely a step in the right direction.

Since you’re marketing differently, do you approach songwriting differently?

I think with this CD more than ever. I try to write more in the moment now, instead of just a reflection. With my other CDs, even if it was in first person and present tense I still wrote it with a bit of hindsight. With some of these songs I just wrote in the moment, how I was feeling and where I was going. I think that was something that opened me up a little bit creatively.

Is exposing some of those personal and more intimate sides of your personality, like you do in some of your songs, difficult?

Well…sometimes it is and sometimes it isn’t. Some subject matter I get a little nervous about playing out because I don’t know how it’s going to get taken and I really like to give a back-story before I bust into something.

In one of them my partner’s mother was going through breast cancer for the second time. She is such a happy chipper woman that you wouldn’t know she is going through this horrible ordeal. She touched me in some way that I really wanted to give something to her, say something. But not something cheap like, “Oh things are going to get better,” or “I’m just so sorry for you,” lots of tears. So I said, “You know, all I know to do is make you a song. This is what I can give. It may not be this and it may not be that but I just want you to know you mean a lot to me because you touch me in some way.” I thought that was enough. That’s why the song isn’t really that long. It’s called “What I Can Give.”

Sometimes they are hard to play. It’s like that’s the best thing is having it still be emotional. You still feel it.

So it’s still sometimes difficult to perform those types of songs?

Yeah, it keeps you alive. It keeps the song alive, instead of sounding like a broken record. Like, I’m sure every time Jimmy Buffett plays “Margaretville” after years and years and years and years, I wonder if it still has the same effect on him or he just walks his way through it.

“Oh this one again?”

Yeah, exactly. I hear you.

As I’ve said before, “Clyde” is one of my favorites. In the press kit you mentioned it was more of a writing experiment. Is there no personal element to that song at all or is it just a fictionalized account?

“Clyde” in particular? I kind of exaggerated whatever underlying personal experience I had. I’ve never been with anyone who robbed a bank. (laughs) I don’t know. I was just playing this melody and I was in New York City and I pictured somebody just standing in a really busy area just waiting and I built it around that.

Many times you’re waiting for something to happen and for someone to get you. Or you’re waiting for something to come back and it never does. There’s a process and there’s a consequence to it. I decided to take that energy and put it into more of a storytelling Bonnie and Clyde thing. I made it a little more literal than metaphoric. Somebody is just waiting to get…you know.

Somebody’s been told one thing and they are waiting for that and for them to return and they never do. Then you get the egg all over your face. Or you take the heat for it. That was definitely a creative writing experience, but all the emotions behind it are real.

Since we are talking about songs right now, do you want to talk about some of the ones on the new album?

Yeah, sure.

“Something to Dance To” is wonderful and I can’t help dancing in my seat when I’m working at my desk and it comes on. Is that as much fun to perform?

Oh it’s a blast to perform! You know what, because it follows a structure. I like a little bit of dance music, but when I get into my friend’s cars sometimes and all they’re listening to is techno I’m like, “How does your brain not shut-off?” That constant beat. I think there’s more to dance music than just that element. I tried to figure out the structure of a dance song and that’s how I came up with that song.

I wanted something upbeat, something fun, you know. And then in my own way, I wanted to do something very acoustic and very bare-bone. It was just such a fun idea to bring an acoustic guitar into a dance scenario.

It is just a very fun song.

And then I got to do extra vocals. I played it up a little bit. I usually don’t do that, so it was fun.

When I saw you perform, about a year ago now, it was just you and your guitar. Are you performing more with a band behind you now?

Most of my live shows are just me and my bass player or once in awhile I’ll bring in my drummer. Now, it’s been that kind of core element. But if I do shows with my backup singer Andy Moore and we’ll do stuff just as a duo in a more Indigo Girl kind of way. I like to take each situation and just see what it needs. Sometimes a full band doesn’t work and sometimes me playing by myself doesn’t work. So a lot of it just fits certain situations.

“Love Don’t Hide” has a similar energy to “Something to Dance To.” Is the song a political statement, or just an emotional one?

It’s an emotional statement but I guess it can be seen as a political one. You know, one thing I always want to make sure I do is to tell people I am a musician who happens to be gay. I’m not like a gay musician, because I feel like that doesn’t do any justice for the community or for me. It’s misleading to tell people that, then they think, “Oh all he sings about are things affiliated with the gay community.” I don’t.

You’re right. You music goes beyond that.

I have emotions and situations that anyone can relate to whether you’re gay or straight. But, that song in particular…it wasn’t until I was part of a couple. You’re walking down the street and things I would normally think are okay, because I watch other people do them, somehow feel awkward to me when I see other people’s reaction. Like just wanting to walk down the street holding your partner’s hand or putting your arm around them. It means nothing to me or him but you can see it in certain areas. It becomes, “We can’t do that here.”

It’s not even that big of a deal. It’s not like a lot of public affection, it’s just once in awhile, and especially with guys, you can definitely see someone’s reaction to it. I wanted to have a song where I felt like, “It doesn’t matter, and this is just the way it is.” If you’re happy enough to be in love — which love is just the best thing in the world, it’s the one thing people kill themselves over, or pine away, or spend all their time thinking about–If you were lucky enough to find some body, why would you want to spend your time pretending you weren’t in love with them when walking down the street?

It’s a little exaggerated, but at the same time I just wanted to say all-in-all, if anyone understands love, how can you watch people be happy and want to take something away from that?

Between “Bartender” and “White Horse” those were the two songs that really sold me when I first heard you music (When I saw you live). Bartender is so fun, and you’re poking fun at yourself. Is it easer to do that, than to express the emotional vulnerability you do in some of your more serious songs?

Humor is harder because you never know how it’s going to be taken. When you’re being serious, you know exactly how it’s going to be taken. When you try to reflect a little humor, and you’re not like a comedy writer, then you’re left thinking, “I hope they get this.”

Everyone has a different sense of humor, but everyone has that same serious factor.

“Where I’m Going” is like the shortest biography ever at 3 minutes and twenty-two seconds. Was it hard to compress?

(laughs) Very very hard! My producer and I were, “We don’t want it to be ten minutes long.” And it does follow the same guitar pattern over and over, so I didn’t want it to get redundant.

I don’t know, I just wanted to say, after being in a military family growing up and now I’m traveling all the time, you don’t know where you’re from. I have friends who are like, “This is where I grew up, and this is where I live now. When I was fourteen we use to go over there.” For me it’s so strange to be in one place for so long. I’m also jealous because that is so comforting.

You’ve said often you’re most comfortable on the road, but are there any difficulties involved in not being home more often?

The difficulty now is I’m my own manager and my own booking agent. I’m doing all this stuff now and I’m trying to take it all to the next level. You can only do so much on your own, and then you really need to pull from your friends and other resources and try and take your experiences and take them to a new place.

I think now that I’ve been on the road so much and playing the same places over and over and over again, I’m about to spend some time researching, and I already have a little bit, in getting people who can maybe take me to that next level. People who can extend me to a wider audience and maybe do some things I haven’t done. I know what I’ve already done, and it’s been fun, but I think it’s time to do some new things.

So being on the road or being in front of a computer (laughs) If I don’t have my guitar in my hand, I have my computer in my hands, and I want to get to a place where all I really have to have is my guitar in my hands.

Well that takes us back to the songs. “Thanks,” you’ve said it’s in response to a record producer trying to change you. Would you like to expand on that a bit?

Actually before Dark Horse, I produced my stuff myself. I would go in the studio, organize, and play as many instruments as I can. Again it was like I feel now. I need someone who does this professionally. I need someone else to do it who has worked with artists and who can help me pull things out or myself that I haven’t yet done.

And I successfully did that with my friend Mike Ofca who I met in Pittsburg, but before that I went to this studio in Miami because it was a friend of a friend who said this guy produced Aretha Franklin way back in the day, and Crosby Stills and Nash and all these famous people. So I thought they definitely know what they’re doing.

So I went in to record a demo to try and make my own independent CD and the next day there was some label guy roaming around listening to the track. And it just seemed, I was, “What the hell is going on here?” So I went in to record my song, and I played them a bunch of songs and every time I played a different one, they were “We just want to work on two songs right now.”

And that turned into, “Which one of your songs is a hit?” And that turned into, “This guys showing up and they might be interested in working with you.” Then I went into the studio and they were, “This guy is going to play guitar, and this guy is going to play the drum track, and this guy is going to do this.” So I went in the studio and just sang my song and it just seemed like I was a very small player in my own song.

I felt like I had enough or an out to just turn and walk the other way. I didn’t get myself so involved that I couldn’t walk away. I was lucky in that respect. Now that I’m interested in expanding the audience and doing different things, that song is kind of my anthem. Ani DeFranco is a big influence for me in showing you can do it on your own. People will listen to you. People will give you a chance.

Even a lot of major artists are coming back to artist run and independent labels now. It seems like the industry is moving that way.

I think the industry is making it look like things are moving that way more than they actually are. Because for a second I think it was very popular, everybody started their own labels, but a lot of them had been on major labels previously. So they have some kind of fan-base and a draw. So now, I have a friend who is on a major label and they’re like, “We’re going to give you an option to do your own label so it looks like a smaller label.”

When it’s really just a sub-label?

Yeah, so it really hasn’t changed. Maybe for a second it did, but now large labels are just imitating it.

Because that’s what’s hot at the moment?

Because it’s hot, but also there are a lot of independent labels are funded by big major companies, and they are all run through either Columbia or other major labels. Dave Mathews has a label that is doing well. Then there is Saddle Creek that has Desaparecidos and Bright Eyes and all those folks, but they all run through major distribution.

Would you ever consider moving to a major label?

I would consider moving to a major label that I believe in like Dave Mathews’ label and the Saddle Creek label. I’m at a point in my career where I would gain something from being part of a group. But I wouldn’t sign myself over to a company that is big and I didn’t believe in their artists or couldn’t see where there artists are going.

Dave Mathews’ label is someplace where I would really like to be. Because they have David Grey and they have just a few artists on their label which is a good sign and they do well. It’s like Patty Griffin and David Grey, and I love those people. I love where they come from and I like how they’ve grown. That is definitely someplace I would think about being if I was ever approached.

What are some of the challenges you face running your own label?

Oh! Nobody takes you seriously. You have to do everything on your own, and it can be overwhelming sometimes. It gets to you. You do get a lot of control over what’s going on, and that’s a plus. At the same time this business is networking, and if you’re not part of the network, I don’t know. You have to keep meeting people and keep doing all that stuff to keep going. And in music, where the landscape shifts every ten seconds with what works and what doesn’t.

You know what – MySpace is a great thing. I think it’s brilliant. For companies I think it’s great. When people have friend sites I don’t know how it works that way. I don’t know if I would even have something like that. But for a business and for music and a music business it’s been nothing but great. It keeps people connected.

It’s like I said before, you have to network and that is keeping a lot of independent musicians going. There’s always someone who can discover you through somebody else, who was through somebody else, through somebody else.

Right, it just has a way of growing and building,

And it get’s a life of its own. I totally believe in that. When people trash MySpace I get mad.

I’m with you on that. You tend to hear the negative sides of it a lot but I think like any aspect of the internet, if it’s used the way it was meant to it runs really well.

I don’t know if it will always be the way that it is. If someone steps in and tries to make more money off it…uhm yeah! But right now it’s a great tool.

What are the advantages to being on your own label?

Creative control. No one else can tell you who you can be or what you should do. You do get to put the work into it and you get to experience how things go, so even if you do move to a label you have a very underlying sense of how the business is run.

I’m sure a lot of artists get signed and they don’t care, or they don’t understand it and then they get taken. They get into bad deals. That’s why I think everyone should try and go through the independent experience, just to get a feel of it.

You get to meet people face to face, that’s another thing, and doing things on your terms. You’re only as good as your motivation.

The writing you do for your bi-monthly column for Outlook Weekly, is that just another creative outlet?

Yeah, it is. It’s something I love to do, to write articles like that. I love to give my opinion about things, especially to express my theories, especially the LGBT area. Sometimes I feel like a gigantic oddity, because I’m not like the lesbian singer-songwriter, Melissa Etheridge type, and I’m not like the dance-divas other end of the spectrum.

It’s interesting to see where you end up sitting. In that, I get a taste of everything, and I think give an objective opinion.

Do you approach writing that differently then you approach writing your music?

Yes, I do, because I don’t have to work within that framework of lyrics and poetry. Sometimes it is much better and easier.

I let Eric know I was going to be rerunning this interview on my blog this week and told him I’d like to include some videos. Below are some he suggested:

This is a live performance of “Tulsa” from the Everything All At Once album.

A video for “Little Boy Blue” from Resonate:

A live performance of “Something to Dance To” from Everything All At Once (Just try to stay seated!)

A Live and Expanded Edition of “Protest Song” From Resonsate:

An Interview with John Sinclair

As I make a final push to finish up my rough draft this week, I will be posting some of my favorite interviews I’ve conducted for Blogcritics. org.

Though conducted in May of 2007, I still find a lot of the issues I talked about with John Sinclair relevant. As we sat down, I informed him that I too grew up in the thumb area of Michigan, like his grandfather, and we seemed to strike an instant connection. What evolved was more of a conversation than an interview. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed conducting it.

Come back every day this week for more interviews: Eric Himan, Hal Ketchum, 30 Seconds to Mars, and David Immergluck of the Counting Crows.

John Sinclair; author, poet, and activist, spent the sixties embracing the ideal of love and peace, and drugs and rock ‘n’ roll. He was a jazz poet, founder of the Detroit Artists Workshop and manager of the MC5. With the release of the first MC5 album also came the declaration they had formed the White Panther Party, in support of the Black Panther Party and in opposition to the U.S. Government.

In 1970 he found himself sentenced to 9 and a half to ten years in prison for giving two joints to an undercover policewoman. While the movement he started, along with much of the rock world, protested for his freedom, Sinclair began compiling the columns he had written for the underground newspapers and writing the resulting book Guitar Army. He was given his freedom twenty-nine months later, three days after the expansive “John Sinclair Freedom Rally” at Crisler Arena in Ann Arbor, MI (Dec. 10, 1971). The book, which became known as a manual for revolution, was re-released May 1, 2007 by Process and includes previously unreleased photos as well as a CD of recordings of the MC5 and other Detroit area bands of the time.

John Sinclair sat down with me last week at a local restaurant near the record store he would later sign copies of Guitar Army and read from its pages. We found most things in life are circular — to move forward you have to look back. We talked about the ideals of the time, those he expressed back then, and how it all relates to the social and political state today. The conversation drifted from music, to baseball, to the effect of the media on the youth of today, and back again.

Is there a reason, other than the thirty-fifth anniversary, that you are re-releasing the book Guitar Army?

I got a publisher. (laughs) It’s been available for thirty five years but no one has had the good taste to want to put it out again. Finally they did and it coincided with the thirty five years. It rings a bell with journalism of today.

Major anniversaries?

Right. I’ve been active for these past thirty five years, but since I wasn’t in trouble, and I don’t call major press conferences they don’t know. They ask ‘Where you been?’ Well, I was in your town six months ago, but you didn’t pay any attention. Now I have a product and a publicist and it’s about the old days, so it’s safe to talk about.

Because enough time has passed?

If I brought this out now I couldn’t get a review. On the basis of the content I mean.

Do you think there is a significant relevance between what was going on then and what is happening now? I mean, we’re once again a country at war.

It’s an unbroken line. It just keeps getting worse from my perspective.

Do you mean from the political perspective?

Well everything, it’s the culture – the deteriorating, degenerate culture. I don’t mean that in any particular way. It’s the trading of intelligence for dollars. It’s all because there are a lot of greedy people who are making a lot of money off of this. They have no compunction to elevate or educate; they just want to take their money and throw them on the side. I hate that.

I live in Holland where we don’t have people sleeping out on the street. You know, it’s all what a society wants. It turns out this is what America wants. They wanted to discard all of their values to have a bigger car that takes $3.50 to the gallon for gas.

I’m pretty unremitting in my critique. (laughs) It doesn’t matter who the politicians are. They’ve proved that. They have a mechanism that works for the rich people, and they get richer and richer as statistics prove.

You look at big business with millions and millions…

I’m a big baseball fan. But why does Pudge Rodriguez have to get ten million dollars a year? Or others get fifteen million dollars each year. What are they going to do with that? How much money do they need? So if someone wants to take their family to the ballgame it costs $100, or more than that.

I was going to say, when was the last time you were to Tiger Stadium. It costs more than that to take a family of four to a pro ball game.

We use to go all the time and sit in the bleachers for three dollars. I don’t say that to dis these guys, but god damn. 50 cent is worth a hundred million dollars. What kind of world is that? I don’t live there mentally.

There’s one tier of extremely wealthy, but then there is also high unemployment.

Oh yeah, and you have the underclass that they don’t even want to acknowledge until they turn out 20,000 of them in the superdome waiting for a bus. That was the first time they saw people like that on TV in a long, long time. Americans didn’t know they still existed. I don’t know; I hate this society. I’m sorry, let me stand right up.

It’s okay, if that’s how you feel. Do you think the things you wrote in Guitar Army are still relevant. Are there things people today can draw from to change the human condition?

New ImageI don’t know. That would be for them to say. I did my bit. I didn’t put the book out to influence people today.

Well, no. You put it out thirty-five years ago.

Back then I was trying to take over the world. Now, I’m just trying to get my words in print, because I am a writer.

Do you still look at your poetry and writing as a way to express political and social unrest?

I express whatever I think or feel at the moment. That’s what I like about writing. You can say whatever you want; and I do. If you read something I wrote it’s pretty much what I wanted to say.

You only write about what you care about?

I really do. That’s why I don’t make a very good living as a journalist. (laughs) I only write about music I like. I only write about books I like, anything like that. It has to give me satisfaction because they aren’t paying me enough, so you have to have your fun.

You say you only write about music you like. You went from being a rock ‘n’ roller to a blues and jazz guy.

Well I started in the blues then moved to rock, and now I’ve come back.

So you’ve come full-circle?

Yes, thank-you.

Do you think the decline in the music industry has anything to do with the content?

That’s part of it, I’m sure. But it’s also caught on what we were talking about before and the change of media. They’ll figure out a way to control the digital domain. But they’re mostly… To me 95% of the best records that have been turned out since they switched to digital media are the reissues, reissues of the old LPs with the outtakes. Like Chess records, when you look at the discography of Muddy Waters – great records – but they only put out half of them, or maybe less, on singles. That was all the market would bear. You could put out three Muddy Water singles a year, but you couldn’t put out four. So those other sides went without being issued and now they are putting them out with these reissues.

But as far as the new stuff, it’s hard for me to find a record I like.

They’re saying now, with iTunes and the like, artists are thinking more in terms of the single and not the album so-to-speak.

It’s gone back to what it was like when I was growing up. Songs came out as singles and it was very exciting. At first, the singles would come out – the 45s – and then an album would come out and it would be a collection of singles. It was like that until the 60s when bands started conceptualizing the album.

So that’s coming full-circle too?

Mostly they concentrate on the technological change because that was a challenge to control the stuff on the internet, which to me iTunes and that whole thing is the greatest thing to happen in my life time. I’ve been collecting music since I was ten years old, but now you can get all the tunes you want on your desktop and it has the name and the date, and it’s labeled with where it comes from. I use to spend countless hours writing all this down on cassette boxes. I have thousands of them.

So have you taken all your boxes of cassettes and digitalized them?

No, they’re all in my archive. Eventually, the University of Michigan will allot the funds to transfer it all to digital media then I’ll go back and put them on my iPod.

Early in Guitar Army you talk about the sense of restlessness you feel at that young age you were. Don’t you think that’s a pretty universal feeling across generations?

Young people don’t have the reflection today. We were trying to reflect in the music, through rock ‘n’ roll. That’s what rock ‘n’ roll is all about, intrinsically. In reality it’s about that coming out and the industry smothering it. It just hasn’t busted out in a long time. There isn’t a target. The charts, the radio, it use to be you put a record out and you try to get it on the radio. Now [with the decline of radio], everything is just so scattered.

The other side of this is you can do whatever you want. You don’t have to wait for some A&R guy to discover you. To go into the studio to record a record it use to be you had to wait to be signed by a record label through your work. Now anyone can make whatever record they want.

You just have to build a website, and a MySpace and you’re all set?

Yeah, you can do the promoting yourself, but you can also record it by yourself at home with your computer, or get some friends together and form a band.

If only you were twenty now with this technology.

Yeah, I always say if we had the internet in the sixties we would have taken over the world. They could do that now. I just saw the most encouraging story yesterday in the New York Times. The people in charge of coding the DVDs to keep you from copying them, their lawyers sent out a stern warning to these people about disseminating this information on the internet that it was not to be done. So they revolted and now this code is everywhere.

One of our writer’s just wrote about the story last week.

Look at what Move On did. You see, part of getting a culture to not make things happen is making them believe it can’t happen. In the academic world, all the people who went to college since the Regan and CIA era started in 1980, or even before that, have been taught that history is dead. That there is a new world order and this is the way it’s going to be. Then they have this massive wiretapping and this kind of stuff, and you’re supposed to feel like you can’t do anything.

So a lot of people feel that way, but there’s still a lot of stuff going on but they don’t give it the same weight as they do the other stuff. I’ll give you an example. I use to go to this thing in Boston called MassCann. It’s sponsored by Massachusetts Normal Cann – Cann is short for cannabis. It’s a huge legalization rally. It was huge because the FM station endorsed it and it was their major promotion of the year, because all these guys could harken back to the day when you could say these things publicly. Well the EEA and the state police and all these people came to the station, because they were getting 80,000 kids at Boston. And they said, ‘We really wish that you wouldn’t do this.’ And they said, ‘Are you crazy? This is our most popular event. It’s working for us commercially.’

But when they would have it they would have the counter-rally down the street, the people who supported the laws against marijuana, and even though there were 80,000 people at the other [MassCann] event, the coverage would be fair and balanced. So they would show somebody here, and then they would have an equal amount of time from the counter rally and there were maybe 50 people there. It was totally bizarre. Wayne Krammer was talking to me the other day about going to this thing in Washington against the war, 300,000 people there. You don’t get any sense there is that kind of opposition.

You never got the sense that the Democrats could win a congressional election. Now that they have, you don’t get any sense of the tremendous change taking place, even in the last two years of the Bush administration. Nor did you get a full report on the impact of having all your branches of government lined up in a row and how ugly that is. The President, the Supreme Court, both the Senate and the House, there was no checks and balances. It was all the same party, which was all set in motion by a vote of the Supreme Court against the vote total — Don’t count the votes – against Al Gore. We’re not going to count the votes. So for six years they had this power, especially after the 2002 congressional election. We had four years of, I call it fascism. I read some books about history and they said when all the forces in the media are all lined up together, that’s what the definition of fascism is.

Anyway, you have this false veneer of news. It’s not really news; it’s propaganda. Roger Ailes was the guy who was Ronald Regan’s ad man. Roger Ailes is now the head of Fox News, the same guy who had the doves released when Ronald Regan was inaugurated; he’s the same guy who told the Iranians to hold the hostages until the inauguration ceremony. This is the guy who runs Fox News. And then you don’t have any continuity and you don’t have any history anymore. Now we’re reaping the effects of these kinds of policies. People don’t have idea what’s going on or what happened, not only in the past but not even now. My favorite is eighteen months after 9/11, 72% of Americans believed ?addam ?ussein was responsible for the attack. Three out of four Americans believed that. This guy was no where in the picture. They all watched it on television and this guy was nowhere in the picture. The guys who did this hated him. He wasn’t their boy at all.

Do you think the fear from 9/11 was a catalyst that caused people to allow new measures to restrict personal freedoms like the Patriot Act?

There’re all these conspiracy theories, you know. I don’t know enough about it, but you hear it’s the CIA. They’ve done all kinds of rotten things all over the world, they could have done this. I don’t know. Is it possible Al Queda or the guys in Al Queda were contracted by the CIA? I don’t know, or the Russians were in Afghanistan, and the Taliban, and the Islamic Freedom Fighters. Saddam Hussein was our ally for ten years against Iran. Even today you don’t see this. It isn’t part of the story.

So, what’s the story? We use to back this guy and then he didn’t agree with us so we took his country. We threw him out of office. We executed him. We put in some puppets. They aren’t working out, so we’ve precipitated a civil war. When I read the story, that’s what I see.

It’s all about how they spin the story. We got a little bit away from my original question – which was about the fear in this country and the limiting of our freedoms.

It’s the fear of ‘the bomb’. That’s why were dropping all these bombs on Afghanistan. What happened was a terrible thing, but what are we getting from this. Do they feel better that we’re dropping all these bombs on people who didn’t do it, or these people in Iraq that didn’t do anything to us.

That’s what I hate. You don’t hear anybody say we should get out of the war because it’s ugly and it’s immoral and it’s awful. [They're not saying] we aren’t gangsters; we aren’t thugs. Nobody says that. They say we aren’t winning so we better cut our losses. What are we going to win? What were we going to win in the first place? The right for Haliburton to get these big contracts? We sell them the bombers, the bombs, and the fuel. They drop the bombs, and then we sell them new ones. It’s a pretty good deal for these companies. These are the people who have also controlled our foreign policy since World War II. And the whole oil thing is so everyone can have their big cars.

So we can pay $3.00 a gallon for gas?

$3.00 would be a cheap gallon. I paid $3.48.

Up in Michigan? Is it that much?

Yeah, up in Michigan. It’s working for somebody, but it’s not working for me.

I guess what it comes down to is I feel the same way now as I did back then about all this stuff. Back then I was young and we’d take LSD and we thought ‘people just don’t know.’ And I thought we’d turn them on to these ideas. We could have a different kind of world where people loved each other and got along. Things could be solved by cooperation — Pretty good ideas. I’m still behind them.

They are good ideas still today.

The part I don’t relate to is we got so pissed off, and then we got reactionary. Some relied on violence and it wasn’t really a solution it was just reactionary. We just got so angry. I mean, hippies with guns is not really a good idea, as it turns it out.

And again – you’re getting the same arguments today with violence and hip-hop music and how it’s translating.

Oh yeah. The movies, I don’t know. They got this whole culture of ugliness. There’s this Korean kid who shot these people [Virginia Tech Shootings] and he’s made a movie of himself. Except the people he shot won’t be able to get up and collect their paychecks.

And all the pontification, they all were asking ‘how did this kid go wrong?’ He watched the wrong movies.

But don’t you think part of it is when the media puts it in terms of records – largest mass killing to date – and glorifies the act?

That’s the way they compete with the violent movies is by having violent crime. I don’t watch TV. But if you do watch an evening of TV, as I have done on occasion in my life, you see more violence and ugliness concentrated into four or five hours than I’ve seen in my whole life of sixty-five years. You can’t show tender love scenes of people having sexual congress, that would be wrong and that would be immoral, but to blow your face off – that’s entertainment.

It’s disturbing. Isn’t it?

You can only do this kind of stuff for so long and then you start paying for it. And we’re paying for a lot of this stuff now, but they still don’t get it. They don’t understand why the Arabs and Muslims upset. ‘Why are they so upset with us? We’re nice people.’ The CIA has been working for us since they threw over Mossadegh in 1954. If we don’t give them the history, they can’t understand why what’s happening is happening.

Look at Europe, they remember Hitler because they had him right there – in their face. There were some people who really liked him. He represented their views on jews and other people, but they remember what happened. So they look at this; they see what it is. There is no love for America, no love at all. Plus there is no respect. They all think we’re idiots.

Maybe that’s a good reason for your book to be coming back out. Maybe the youth will read it and be inspired to change things?

It was definitely written for kids, that’s the other thing. It was a book that was put together for people who didn’t read. It wasn’t written as a book, you know. It’s a collection of columns for the underground papers.

One of the things I like about it is it shows the progression. And the thing I like about coming out and doing these interviews is I get a chance to say what really happened. There’s this whole mythology about what really happened, and in particular my role in it. They say ‘Well, how did you get the MC5 to support your political agenda.’ I say we both stumbled into it. We had no agenda beyond rock ‘n’ roll, dope, and fuckin’ in the streets. It’s a paean to the slogan. And then it goes through the MC5 playing the shows and the people liking it, but the police didn’t. So then it progresses and you tend to see how it happened.

And all the small steps that happened along the way?

Right, and you get my final conclusion on how it all worked.

Chicago Trip, Lessons Learned and ER Thoughts

After i returned from chaperoning the orchestra trip to Chicago last weekend, I immediately started thinking about how to capture it, what to write about.  (Yeah, go figure.) I soon realized, as with everything we do, there were life lessons to be learned among the fun. Here are just a few of them:

  • Gas station cappuccino is not the same as a Starbucks. – We’d been on the road about three hours when the buses pulled over for our first ‘rest stop’, a turnpike service plaza. Much to my surprise, a majority of the kids jumped into the Starbucks line, and if there is anything I hate, it’s waiting in huge lines. So, instead of being patient and getting a good coffee, I popped into the gift shop to find something to drink. The cappuccino that comes out of those little machines seemed like a good idea… until I took the first sip and remembered that crap is more like instant hot chocolate and 75% processed sugar. Yes, made the remaining two hours on the bus a nauseating hell.
  • When you put a group of men together, they will always associate bigger with better – Before going up to the sky deck at the Sears Tower, we were required to watch a little video on the history of the building that was produced by, logically, The History Channel. Aside from the fact that all 120 students turned into facsimiles of Beavis and Butthead at words like erection. (“The erection of the building took…”) it was interesting to learn that when the architects and builders realized they were close to building the ‘world’s tallest building’ decided to alter the plans to just go for it. The end result was a building that was too large, especially when Sears’ business started to decline, and it was later sold and will be renamed.
  • Aquariums are just too hot to be enjoyable for any length of time. Shedd Aquarium is really a terrific place to visit. Though, in all honesty is only a little larger than the wonderful aquarium we have here at the Toledo Zoo. The main additions being the two coral reef exhibits. I really do enjoy touring aquariums, but hate getting overheated.
  • My rant the other day about world building and keeping it real, applies to dinner theater shows as well. – Dinner the first night was at Midevil Times. It was a really fun evening, everything and everyone is supposed to take you back to days of old. You eat a literal with your fingers while watching Knights fight for the honor of their kingdoms on horseback. The only (very minor) complaint I had was the fog machine, strobe lights, and search lights, sure pulled me out of the world I was supposed to be in.
  • The more things change, the more they stay the same.- There were several times on this trip I was reminded of my own big class trip (Eighth grade, Washington D.C.) but none so much as the ride back to the hotel from Midevil Times. The teenagers were singing to pass the time–not surprising for a group of musical students–but what suprised me was their choice of songs, almost all ’80s songs. The newest one they sang: 1985 (See Video.)
  • Duct tape really does have 101 uses. – I know there was some (idiotic) controversy awhile back when another Toledo area school taped the hotel doorways of the students on a class trip, but I think this is a brilliant security measure. For the naysayers, there is no way a strip of tape is going to prevent a student from opening the door in case of an emergency, or just because he/she wants to, but what it does do is let chaperons know if they have opened their door after they were told they must be in their rooms for the night.
  • Kids will always think they are smarter than the adults. – But I think we outsmarted the few who thought they might get away with something.
  • Traveling and sightseeing can be fun, but when it’s all said and done, nothing feels better than your own bed. – enough said.

A few Random thoughts on ER:

… prefect goodbye and ending for Neela, though I figured out pretty early in the episode she was going to not only a new start, but back to Ray.
… thank you for continuing the Archie/Claudia arc, but I want to see something concrete for them, a ring maybe?
… was glad to see Brenner entering therapy and realized how absolutely brilliant the writing has been for this character from day one. We (as viewers) may not have made the connection between his early behavior and what we’ve learned in the last few weeks, but I’m %100 positive every moment of it was intentional. Kudos!

Standing at the Crossroads: Plotting and Villains Plus American Idol

This week I’ve been working on the last 30 – 40 pages of the newest novel. It’s the point where, if I’ve done my job right, all the bits and pieces come together in a high tension, yet satisfying conclusion. Although I do plot the basic story arc before I ever write word one, and I often revisit that outline and retool it as I go, I’m never really sure how it’s all going to come together until I’m putting the words on the pages. So, I wasn’t completely surprised yesterday when that little voice deep in my gut started saying “what if…”.

And it just wasn’t one ‘what if’ but several of them which would essentially change how the story ends, an ending I’ve been envisioning since I wrote page one.

Again, I wasn’t really surprised my muse was trying to change my direction a bit. You see, there are two (prominent) bad guys in the story. One you know is evil to the core from the first time he’s mentioned, and the other is (or should be) a complete and total shock when it’s revealed. I always planned for one of the two to be killed off. The problem, my muse always ends up liking the bad guys. She’s a lot like me that way. She’s also forward thinking; whispering in my ear that if this book gets picked up and a sequel is written that she knows I’m going to want this delightfully sinful guy around for everyone to hate.

She has a point.

What do I do when this situation arises? In this case, I mulled it over pretty good last night, trying to figure out how things would play out with each decision and I’m pretty sure I’m going to stick to the original plot line…unless it falls apart for me in the writing. When it’s not so crystal clear, I write both scenarios and then decide which is the more logical and satisfying conclusion to the story I wanted to tell.

By then end of the day I should know how it’s going to work out.

American Idol
When I heard the other day it was going to be country week, I was a bit worried about my ‘boys’, especially Adam Lambert. I suspected Danny Gokey would pick something similar to what he did (“Jesus Take The Wheel”) and hit a home run (which he did), but what would my little rocker do? The answer–take a classic and spin the hell out of it. His “Ring of Fire” was certainly one of those love it or hate it kind of performances. (As demonstrated both by the judges and the armchair judges in my house. For the record I loved it, hubby hated it.)

I fully realize a lot people aren’t going to get it. It was out there. But I do believe his fan base is way too strong for this to be the end of him. Or at least I hope.

My prediction for who’s going home: Micheal Sarver

He picked a song with a very small range that didn’t show any real vocal skill other than he can sing fast. And then gave a mediocre performance of it.

A New Goodie Bag, Published at Blogcritics

BC Music Goodie Bag: A Peek at SXSW – Ionia, Gomez, The Felice Brothers, Heartless Bastards, and Uncle Lucius
Whether or not you can make it to Austin, we have some samples for you in the Goodie Bag.

Breeding Bullies and Some Random Thoughts

Many of you were probably expecting me to blog about the orchestra tirp to Chicago this mornig, but I’m still working  on my recap of the weekend.  Look for that tomorrow or Wendsday.

Today we’re very excited around the house because Lily goes to see Freedom tonight (Freedom is the stud we used from Blair’s Bullies last year that gave us George, the lone puppy).  I attempted to use the puppy experience to get back into regular blogging, so you don’t have to look too far back to see his baby pics.   We’re hoping we have the kinks worked out of this breeding thing and will get a full litter of baby bullies around the middle of May.

For any new readers, here is one of the last pictures we took of momma and son before George went off to his forever home:

George~Lily-5-weeks

Last Thursday, the little guy came for a visit at Brad’s office and spent a couple hours playing with Lily and visiting with us, Marla, and all the people who work in the surrounding offices who fell in love with him as a puppy. As we prep for the new litter comming out way, I thought I’d share a few pics of baby George… whose not such a baby anymore.

What a face!!

George-7-mos

Such a good boy!

George3-7-mos

Relaxing!

George2-7-mos

A Couple of Random Thoughts:
I didn’t get the chance to share my thoughts on ER last week, because I left for Chicago very early the next morning. There isn’t much to say, this show was definitely a gift from a fine crew of writers to a loyal audience. How poignant and awesome to see George Clooney back on the small screen!

I do have to admit I’m a bit concerned. We’re getting really close to the wire here, and there was not even a mention of how my favorite (somewhat underdog) couple is fairing. If I don’t get some final closure with Archie and Claudia, I’m going to have to write my own happy ending!

I hope to get a new Goodie Bag feature done on BC today (but tomorrow is more likely) and also have a review filed by the end of the week, so stay tuned. I’m also in the final coutdown, hoping to finish this latest novel by the end of the month (First draft) so I may be a little hard to reach and a little frazzled, as I dig into the most intense part of this story.